Friday, 12 August 2011

Hackney Riots Monday 9th August 2011

 Above JD Sports

A night to remember. Hackney has more recently been blessed with a reputation for art, culture, diversity .. old factories converted into trendy apartments, ever expanding fair-trade markets, music venues opening in shop basements.. not forgetting the 2012 olympics being built. I was sitting outside my local boozer The Tiger having an ice cold GnT in the cool breeze of the sweltering heat and five police riot vans sped past, towards Homerton High Street which leads to Mare Street via Morning Lane. Then came the helicopters. The news of Riots taking place on Mare Street appeared on the TV in the pub and one by one people started leaving to get home before the riots spread. One by one small businesses, be it shops, pubs, restaurants.. closed up. Those that wanted to remain open for business turned off their lights to attract attention. I went for a short walk which felt like a scene from 28 Days Later had I have turned a corner onto Mare Street it would be just like the live footage from Sky News, BBC and ITV News seen all over the country.

Above Pembury Estate, the meeting point for the rioters.

Above The local community with their brooms clearing up the debris the following morning.

There were a few priests wandering round talking to the local community including youths in hoods that were still present the following morning.

Three banks down the Narrow Way had been vandalized in an attempt to steal cash. This was not one of them, but it still failed to open the following day.

I spoke to a local resident outside the bank queueing up for the cash point who didn't want to be photographed but had bought four brooms, dust pans and brushes, encouraging the community to help clear the mess. Angered by what had happened, especially in the Clapham riots - where a building was set on fire - she cleared out the two spare rooms in her house incase the rioters returned and did something similar and residents needed refuge. She was so sure that the rioters were coming back she whispered to me "I'm gonna withdraw all the money in my account because after they've come back there'll be nothing left".

 Above Santander

 Above Member of the church being interviewed

 Above Nationwide

Above O2

Above Primark

Above Marks and Spencers

Above JD Sports

Above JD Sports

Friday, 15 July 2011

Are mini cheddars biscuits or crisps? An interview with Alex Ingram





Following  Glasgow School Of Art then Central St Martins, Alex has performed and exhibited at numerous arts spaces, galleries and arts festivals around Europe including Whitechapel Gallery, St Petersburg Performance Festival,  and EXPO

Alex Ingram is a matter artist - a poet, photographer, performance artist and sculptor - currently residing in East London. His publications include poetry White Works, I've done nothing wrong today, The Spaceman Cometh and Lull.

Influenced heavily by his surroundings he also enjoys space and sculpture, and admires  Gabriel Orzco namely Orzco's poetic works. He is wary of sounding melancholic and is currently being inspired by Andrew Pidoux's poetry Year of the Lion, though talking to Alex I get a strong sense that his biggest inspiration is his nan Daisy who is present in some of him short films and stills, with references made to her in his poetry. She herself used to write poetry . She seems to light him up with her deep set values, after all, are mini cheddars biscuits or crisps? Alex has just been to visit Daisy in hospital where she is much better but has another burning issue.. the milk, and for that reason the family smuggles in her evaporated milk or My milk. He has a sense of warmth about him as he talks of her "She's been my rock, she's seen it all, she's always been there for me" He is talking about his own stays in hospital as a result of his mental health. Although Alex does not believe his  work to be creative consequences of his mental health, he does believe that his art and his well being could be linked subconsciously.. "I have no idea which came first, art or mental health,how early can the signs of mental illness be seen and how do you separate it from your character?"



Alex's passion for art started as a result of mid eighties sexist school tuition. "In a drawing class the boys were told to draw a car and the girls were told to draw a dress. I finished the car before the rest of the class so I decided to draw the dress as well" and developed a love of fashion design and, as an avid X-Men comic collector, cartoon stenciling . Before this he wanted to be a lawyer.

In his adult art life, Alex is allured to the absence of a finished product - or nothingness -  and the journey getting there - "Nothingness prompts and says get ready for something" inviting the blank canvas to be much as part the piece as is the finished product. This visual expedition is evident in his performance art and short films where we watch him complete a sequence from beginning to end,  the beginning being the ingredient. This format is evident in the title of his blog The man Without A Reference.

Process plays a major part in Alex's work, as does his own presence, be he physically there or not.. "My work is the interaction between myself and my immediate surroundings". It's is the making of his work that becomes the subject matter, thus giving a sense of performing even when working alone.

"Sometimes I feel like I'm not in my own body, that I'm watching things as if in a dream. Art for me is a point of contact from this perspective which quite literally means I move things around. The idea of each work comes second to this act of contact with its meaning realised rather than implemented."

Alex would like to hope his poetry is being read by the individual, rather that listened to,he is interested in the physicality of thought as" poetry can be a sculpture read in ones mind."

To read more about Alex Ingram and see some of his work to date visit 

Friday, 8 July 2011

My Big Fat Imaginary Wedding


I've think I've hit the nail on the head!

1 - Yes I'd like to feel pretty normal

2 - No I don't like financial stress

So I'm going to plan my own wedding because

1 - Normal people tend to get married

I'm going to do everything up until the bit where you pay for it because

2 - Thats where the fun turns into stress.

Small print.. I am NOT, I repeat NOT putting any hints down, this is purely self management experimentation. 

Friday, 24 June 2011

Who's who in therapy?


In textiles group today we got talking about psychotherapy and previous therapists we'd had. I shouldn't laugh but some of the things they did in session..

1 - Fall asleep. Hmm.. We all thought our issues were quite complex so maybe that was a good sign??

2 - Yawning. Kind of makes you think you should go and get into a bit more trouble thus make it a bit more exciting for them. Hang on.. who's paying who?

3 - Preaching the good lord. I have absolutely no problem with belief, but repeatedly being told  "God loves you and he will save you" was not what I signed up for, I was expecting a bit of time management.

4 - Role reversal. When they end up telling you THEIR problems instead. I once had one who said she was convinced her husband was seeing someone else. Looking back I should have said "God loves you and he will save you"

5 - Text therapy. One therapist actually suggested this as a substitute for face to face therapy.

Feel free to "comment" adding any experiences to the list. 

Friday, 10 June 2011

Foods for Mental Health

I came across this on the Mental Healthy website - please click, print, and stick on your fridge.

Depression

Vitamin C

  • Strawberries, oranges, kiwi, pineapple, cranberries, satsumas, grapefruit, cherries, blackberries, mango.
  • Broccoli, celery, red cabbage, red peppers, watercress, tomato, pumpkin, artichokes, asparagus, Brussels sprouts, cucumber, leeks, potatoes, radishes, spinach, courgettes.

Vitamin B3/B6

  • Brown rice, oats, barley.
  • Beef liver and kidneys, chicken, turkey, pork loin.
  • Tuna, salmon, trout.
  • Chick peas, sunflower seeds.
  • Watercress, cabbage, peppers, potatoes, squash, courgettes, mushrooms, broccoli.
  • Bananas (low quantities of B6)

Magnesium

  • Oatmeal, long grain rice, barley, wheat bran.
  • Walnuts, pistachios, peanuts, almonds.
  • Sunflower seeds, pumpkin seeds.
  • Strawberries, blackberries, orange, raisins, bananas.
  • Broccoli, sprouts, peppers, watercress, spinach.

Tryptophan (essential amino acid)

  • Almonds, pecans, peanuts, hazelnuts.
  • Milk, cheddar, Swiss cheese.
  • Sesame seeds, pumpkin seeds.
  • Turkey, chicken.
  • Soya beans, kidney beans.
  • Bananas, figs, dates.

Zinc

  • Mozzarella, cheddar.
  • Kidney beans, chick peas, lentils.
  • Chicken legs and thighs, turkey, lamb, pork, minced beef.
  • Spinach, broccoli, asparagus.
  • Kiwi, blackberries.
  • Walnuts, almonds, cashews.

Omega 3

  • Walnuts.
  • Salmon, mackerel, fresh tuna, trout, shrimps.

Selenium

  • Calves liver, turkey.
  • Shrimps, cod, halibut, salmon, tuna.
  • Mozzarella.
  • Sunflower seeds.
  • Spinach, mushrooms, garlic.

Folic acid

  • Calves liver, turkey.
  • Lentils, chick peas, kidney beans.
  • Spinach, lettuce, asparagus, sprouts, parsley, broccoli, green beans.
  • Walnuts, cashews, peanuts, hazelnuts.
  • Tuna, salmon, cod.

Lack of concentration

Vitamin B1

  • Fresh pasta, brown rice, oats, barley.
  • Hazelnuts, pine nuts, pecan nuts, brazils.
  • Asparagus, aubergines, spinach, watercress, mushrooms, broccoli, peppers.
  • Mussels, tuna, salmon.
  • Pork loin.

Lack of memory

Vitamin B5

  • Wholemeal bread, granary bread, brown rice, oatmeal.
  • Raspberries, strawberries, lemons, watermelon.
  • Broccoli, carrots, peas, sweet potato, celery, cauliflower.
  • Broad beans, chick peas.

Vitamin B6

  • Barley, oats, brown rice.
  • Trout, salmon, tuna.
  • Pork loin, turkey, chicken.
  • Chick peas.
  • Sunflower seeds.
  • Cabbage, peppers, asparagus, potatoes, watercress.

Omega 3

  • Walnuts.
  • Salmon, mackerel, fresh tuna, trout, shrimps.

Vitamin B12

  • Chicken, turkey, calves liver, lamb.
  • Clams, trout, salmon, oysters, crabs, sea bass.
  • Milk, boiled eggs.

Lack of appetite

Zinc

  • Mozzarella, Swiss cheese, cheddar.
  • Spinach, asparagus, broccoli, squash.
  • Kiwi fruit, blackberries.
  • Almonds, cashew nuts, walnuts.
  • Shrimps, mussels, oysters.
  • Chicken legs, turkey legs, pork loin, lamb.

Lack of focus and motivation

Tyrosine (Non-essential amino acid)

  • Stilton, cheddar, Swiss cheese, mozzarella, parmesan cheese, sour cream.
  • Spinach, avocadoes.
  • Bananas, plums, raisins, prunes.
  • Tomatoes.
  • Soy sauce.
  • Marmite (yeast extract).

Zinc

  • Mozzarella, cheddar.
  • Kidney beans, chick peas, lentils.
  • Chicken legs and thighs, turkey, lamb, pork, minced beef.
  • Spinach, broccoli, asparagus.
  • Kiwi, blackberries.
  • Walnuts, almonds, cashews.

Insomnia

Magnesium

  • Strawberries, blackberries, oranges, raisins, kiwi fruit, bananas.
  • Pistachios, cashews, almonds, brazil nuts, macadamias.
  • Peppers, broccoli, Brussels sprouts, spinach, watercress.
  • Pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds.
  • Oatmeal, long grain rice, barley.

Stress

Vitamin B3/B6

  • Brown rice, oats, barley.
  • Beef liver and kidneys, chicken, turkey, pork loin.
  • Tuna, salmon, trout.
  • Chick peas, sunflower seeds.
  • Watercress, cabbage, peppers, potatoes, squash, courgettes, mushrooms, broccoli.
  • Bananas (low quantities of B6)

Magnesium

  • Strawberries, blackberries, oranges, raisins, kiwi fruit, bananas.
  • Pistachios, cashews, almonds, brazil nuts, macadamias.
  • Peppers, broccoli, Brussels sprouts, spinach, watercress.
  • Pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds.
  • Oatmeal, long grain rice, barley.

Anger and irritability

Vitamin B6

  • Barley, oats, brown rice.
  • Trout, salmon, tuna.
  • Pork loin, turkey, chicken.
  • Chick peas.
  • Sunflower seeds.
  • Cabbage, peppers, asparagus, potatoes, watercress.

Magnesium

  • Strawberries, blackberries, oranges, raisins, kiwi fruit, bananas.
  • Pistachios, cashews, almonds, brazil nuts, macadamias.
  • Peppers, broccoli, Brussels sprouts, spinach, watercress.
  • Pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds.
  • Oatmeal, long grain rice, barley.

Selenium

  • Calves liver, turkey.
  • Shrimps, cod, halibut, salmon, tuna.
  • Mozzarella.
  • Sunflower seeds.
  • Spinach, mushrooms, garlic.

Anxiety

Magnesium

  • Strawberries, blackberries, oranges, raisins, kiwi fruit, bananas.
  • Pistachios, cashews, almonds, brazil nuts, macadamias.
  • Peppers, broccoli, Brussels sprouts, spinach, watercress.
  • Pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds.
  • Oatmeal, long grain rice, barley.

Folic acid

  • Calves liver, turkey.
  • Lentils, chick peas, kidney beans.
  • Spinach, lettuce, asparagus, sprouts, parsley, broccoli, green beans.
  • Walnuts, cashews, peanuts, hazelnuts.
  • Tuna, salmon, cod.
This information is intended as a guide only. If you are experiencing any mental health problem you should seek expert medical advice immediately. Please be also aware that some foods might cause allergic reactions.


Heart of Hackney Top Tip no2



Stylus broken? Blow the cobwebs of your nanna's sewing machine and slam your foot down on the pedal. WARNING.. Please take care to vacate the premises BEFORE him indoors gets in if using his records.

The Science of Paracetamol and Pound Shops



I recently got an email from a friend I haven't seen since sixth form, he's been following my other blog (seesaw-seatingplan.co.uk)and took a particular interest in 'Side-Effects of Effectiveness'. He keeps pretty up to date with new science stuff and explained to me that pain-killers have been proved to help with intrusive/ compulsive negative thinking (the stuff that bugs me the most). The upshot of the research is that compulsive thinking actually creates emotional stress/pain in the same part of the brain that tells our bodies that they are experiencing physical pain. Early tests seem to show that paracetamol is the most effective drug in inhibiting receptors in that part of the brain. Thus - paracetamol (or similar drugs) are likely to be part of the formulation of future anti-depressant and anti-anxiety drugs.
Could this explain why some of us are addicted to painkillers? I myself have been through phases of popping codeine pills at every opportunity, convincing myself I had a cronic stomach ache when I was just hungry, walking into A&E with self diagnosed meningitis when it was just an ignored sell by date, and don't even get me started with my strokes and hangovers. 




So next time I see Mr Upstairs I think I'll hide a camcorder in my handbag to catch his face as I ask him to ditch the lithium and prescribe me paracetamol for bipolar disorder. The Pound shop stuff will do. I will feed back (from the ward no doubt!)